for luke - no. 2

(sincere)

i think i willed you into my life
not last month, 
not last year,
not even in my adulthood, 
but way back before i knew i really would have you. 

a daydreaming little girl,
in my room with the dolphin lamp that
made my room look like an ocean 
writing love poems in my journal when i should be sleeping...
some things never change.

i have always wanted …