"when you can't sleep at night, you hear my stolen lullabies"

my tears ricochet - taylor swift

i wish i could say that the love i once felt for you was strong enough to make me the bigger person.
but i can't say with any honesty that it does
because, admittedly, i don't wish you well. 

they say that if you love someone, you let them go, 
but it wasn't my choice to let you go. 
you pushed me away, full-force,
and i was catapulted into the world, …